(:

My back got better. It barely hurts now. Yay!

Tweaked.

Yeah, it's been like a week, and my back hasn't gotten any better. I'm a bit frazzled by it. But then again, I sleep on the floor, so maybe that might be my problem, ha.


Ahh, well, I just got back from school like an hour ago. Being a senior is so awesome, haha. Only five classes, and I hardly ever get homework (: I hope it's like this all year long.


Yeah, well, I'm off to do my vocabulary for econ, and then eat. Yay!

Relieved.

Every night before I go to bed, and after I wake up in the morning, I weigh myself. I just like to be sure that I'm not gaining weight throughout the week. Well, anyway, I weighed myself yesterday morning, and it read 190 pounds. I was a bit disappointed, because last week, I left off on 189.5 pounds. Then last night, I weighed myself again and the scale read 191. I freaked out for like five minutes, haha. But then, I told myself to just wait for this morning. Maybe it was all the water that I had drank; it could have been weighing me down. Well, I woke up this morning, excited to see if I had lost two more pounds. I run to the scale, and it reads 190. I freaked out again for like two minutes this time, and then remembered that I've been feeling really bloated, and I've been cramping, haha. (Sorry if there are any guys reading this.)

I calmed down, then I came to the laptop on my kitchen table, and googled it. Looks like I may be held back from losing weight for this week. Or at least half a week. I'm not sure. My body's weird. Bloating, and water retention keeps you from losing weight. This is such a relief for me, haha. I read that a lot of girls gain a few pounds during that time, and then they lose it right after they release all of that stuff being held back. I feel so relieved. I thought that this was all the weight that I could lose for some reason, haha. I almost lost hope. But thank God for Google (:

So, for now, I'm just going to keep doing what I'm doing, and hopefully I'll lose some weight after this thing comes and goes. Hopefully<3

Tiempo.

This is my French Poodle, Nugget.

And this was Nugget and me almost two years ago. 

It's kind of wierd to see how we bothed have changed so much. He just looks a lot more mature. As for me? I've just changed a lot inside, and out.

Gosh, time goes by tremendously fast. I can't believe this was us two years ago.

I'm proud of who we are. He's grown to be more lovable, and I've just gotten stronger.

I love you, Nugget<33

Feels Good to Say No

and not be tempted anymore (:


My family keeps offering me a bunch of junk food, but I say no, and it makes me feel good :D




I can practically taste accomplishment.

Just

came back from watching Inglourious Basterds.





Good movie (:





I recommend it for those of you who enjoy Nazi-killing movies, haha.

A Good Day (:

Mute Math and quiet on a cloudy summer day is a good way to start a day.




It felt really peaceful this morning (:




Time to lose 6 more pounds :D

Looong Day.

Just got back from the auditions for Peter Pan at Chaffey like two hours ago. Man, oh, man, am I tired! Haha. I'm just out of shape really. This has to be the most difficult audition I've ever done in my life! Haha. The dancing was easy, but for some reason, I just couldn't keep the steps memorized. Everytime I got in front of the judges, I got them all twisted up and I at least messed up once everytime. The singing was the easier part, ha. If I didn't make it, I'm going to be really mad at myself. This was really stressful for me, ha.

I'm exhausted, and I feel like I really stink. It was so HOT in the auditorium with all the girls trying to learn the dance, and NO a.c. Omgsh, haha. But I guess I can say that I had fun.

Well, I'm super hungry. Oh, and I've already lost ten and a half pounds (: I'm down to 189.5! Only 20 more pounds to lose to reach my short term goal weight :D Time to go eat now, haha.

Goals and Dreams.

My english teacher is all about goals and dreams. Or so it seems. It's not a bad thing. I guess he feels that by setting and knowing your goals and what you want at a young age, you can pretty much lead yourself to a successful life, and it helps you prepare better for after graduation. He gave us a project to do based on it. We had to make a collage on our goals and dreams this weekend. I just finished.

The project was pretty simple for me, even though I'm still not exactly positive on what I aspire to be. But I think that a lot of things that I put on it can all lead me to the thing that I desire most in life: to be successful. Some of the things I put on it were: lose 30 lbs., to be more confident, be able to trust myself, good health, to love all of God's blessings, love my family no matter what, teach how to live a good life, and etc.

I find these words to all be a positive thing to helping me become successful because all of these things take some sort of effort and sacrifice to accomplish. Effort and, especially sacrifice, make you stronger, and once I accomplish these things, I think I'll be strong enough to accomplish anything (:

I've noticed that I get at least one teacher every school that I attend that's inspirational in some way. But I think it's even more important to have a teacher like this senior year. I think a lot of kids, including myself, might need it every now and then, haha.

School

didn't exactly help keep up my diet thing. I lost 6 lbs. last week, but this week I stood the same. I'm still at 194.



But I'm not quitting. I'm gonna use the weekend to lose at least 4 lbs.






Wish me luck (:

Can Time Go By Any Slower?

Seriously. This was the first week of my senior year, but it felt like the longest week of my entire life. Ha. So, I didn't exactly get the classes that I really wanted, but I'm pretty content with the ones I have now.

Now, if only I had a sixth period to make up the 2.5 credits that I'm behind. It's so ridiculously packed that there honestly is no space open for me to go into a sixth period. How lame is that? Ugh, this week was pretty stressful. I spent the majority of it going back and forth trying to find a sixth period.

Yeah, I just want this year to go by fast already. I cannot wait for graduation (:

Why is it

that I can watch a movie over and over again, and possibly never get tired of it?



Haha.



Unless it's a High School Musical movie. My sisters played that movie out wayyy too much, ha.

Funny, yet strange

how feelings work.

One second you can be the happiest person in the world. The next, you just feel like you just want to hit something. And then you feel accomplished.



Ha.


I find that odd, yet funny at the same time, aha.

Looks like

things are still a bit foggy for my family and me.





So what's new, right?




Well, good news is I get to start my diet tomorrow (:




Yay me! Haha.

I'm curious.

I wonder who's outside with my parents. Ha.





Man, today was pretty blah.




Arguments are no fun.



And I'm pretty tired of this old laptop. It's so slow now.



I want the Sims 3 for my iTouch! Haha.




Deng, I sound all winey. Ew.



Well, I'm off for right now.



Bye.