Not stupid.

At this point I hate myself. I love him. More than anything. I have no one anymore. He's out of my life.









Goodbye.

One more thing:

Mr. Harms: What do you do with your instruments before you play with your band?

Kid: Tune it....?

Mr. Harms: Then why would you not tune your voice to the music as well?

Kid: ......

Mr. Harms: You see, why do you want the music to be in tune when your voice doesn't match it at all?

Haha, Harms is talking about like hardcore bands and all those other types of music that scream, haha. I find it true. And funny. Haha.

Hm,

Short stories are pretty interesting and fun to write.



It's like showing the world what goes on in your mind (:

Hoy,

fue un dia bonito (:



Haha, Spanish. Yeahh, it was a really pretty day today. It wasn't sunny, but it rained in May. I thought it was pretty.

Very blissful.

Boy,

performing is tiring! Haha, but it was fun, I'll have to admit (:



I really enjoyed working with Jenny and Daylene. Even though the costumes were thick, hot, and ugly, I enjoyed it, ha.



My day started off pretty hectic, but Jenny helped turn everything around. I needed make-up, a curler, and food, and she provided all of it. I can't thank her enough<3

Hope to perform with her again someday :D

Man, oh, man...

These past two weeks have been hectic! But hard work pays off. At least I hope it will, haha. The PBL thing is tomorrow and I perform with Jenny and Daylene finally. Oh my gosh, and the end of the year is exactly TWO WEEKS away from today!

Gosh! I still cannot believe it's here. Well, yes I can. I've been in school for too long this year. I NEED a break.

Man, I hope I can finally stay in one spot for next year and graduation. I actually want to have SOME sort of memories when I look at my yearbook next year. It makes me sad sometimes that I don't have that many, ha, but I guess I'll take what God wants to give me.

I will blog again soon hopefully. I miss having my own internet :(

One Simple Act of Kindness.

I'm actually growing up. I feel it. I realize more things on my own now, and I'm trying to be a better person all on my own. Trying not to be so angry.

It's hard work. But I think I can pull it off.

I officially don't like quitting now, ha. And I think I've finally learned to let go. I still dislike people, but then I sit back and realize that I can be better.

If you don't sit down and learn to observe your surroundings and try to change the things you dislike about them, then things are never going to be any better and you complaining won't help at all either.

That is fact.

So, the next time that somebody gives you attitude or yells at you, don't get even. Get nice. Depending on how well you know the person, ask them what's wrong. And if you barely know the person, try to think about their lifestyle at home.

I've learned that everyone is different and that everyone learns their own way and at their own pace.

It's not easy. Believe me, it's not. But if you really put your mind to it, doing something like this can possibly even save a life.

Pass it on.






(:

Long Time.

Yeah, it's been a while since I've blogged, or so it feels like it, ha. Well, life has been pret-ty good these past couple of days. Some complications between me and the parents, but eh, things'll work themselves out.

So, I met a new girl. Her name is Rebecca, but she prefers Reba, ha. Yeah, she's pretty cool, and smart. I have her for Algebra II and we hang out during lunch together. I like meeting new people. You have a lot to say when you don't know a person cause you have to get to know them.

Yeahh, I now believe I have a chance in passing Algebra II and Physics, thank God! Uhm, choir's still kind of 'eh', but I can't wait for the performances. Ugh, and that retarded PBL project is really gey. I haven't even done it :p Go figure, ha. Oh! I have a B+ in English :DD That's somewhat of a shocker for me, haha.

Oh, and I'm excited for Drama Day :D I get to see 'Fiddler on the Roof' for free (: AND I get to not go to any of my classes! That's pretty cool, ha.

Man, I can't believe we only have FIVE more weeks left of school! D: That's a tiny bit of time now. Well, for me it is, and I've actually been in school for too long this year :p

So yeah, I'd better get back to doing what I was doing, which was preobably nothing, ha. Yeah, I need a life or a job.

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