Lameee.

Andy got a new phone.

And I don't know how to use it :/ ha.

One thing I STRONGLY DISLIKE.

Why does it take for someone to know that their former friend is going through something very difficult for them to actually come and apologize? I don't fucken get that.



So this whole time you knew that you messed up, but it took you a few words from someone else to go apologize to them? I don't get that.



And then you wonder why people don't like you or they give you dirty looks. They already know the type of scumbag you are, that's why. jsrdhtguiosh;lgja



You and your childish acts of innocence acting like you really do mean to apologize is honestly all bullshit to my ears.



One thing I know for sure is that you find your true friends only when you're in the worst case scenarios such as losing a house, dying in the hospital, in jail, etc.



And even if people do help you out in those situations, at least one negative thought has run through their minds. So the word and definition of friends is specifically defined.


Nobody has the definition until they leave this world.


But even if you don't, you can at least try to find it before you mess up and realize that you don't know what you have until it's gone.


All of the crap you did was commone sense and all just childish acts of selfishness. That's it. And most of the time, you proved that you still have a lot to work on.



Ugh, whatever. Just makes me mad when I hear or see stuff like this going on.



It's really pathetic to me. And they still try walking with their heads held high. Pfft!



Ha.

My New Song.

Aww, Jenny.Lynn (: She's honestly the only girl that I get along with fairly well, and I can tell her anything. I'm so glad we met. She already knows too much, so I'm not letting her go so easily, haha.

I love how we can text for like a whole day and before we know it, it's time to go to bed (:

Yeah, I know, I just met her like not even three months ago, but I know she's different from all the other 'friends' I've had. And the best thing about it is that she's a GIRL, haha.

I think it was meant for us to meet. I have never had a mature friend that's a girl. Most of the friends I had were guys. But now I have Jenny (: and she has me<33

I would write more, but I'm gonna lose signal on my computer like any minute, haha. Yeah, lame, I know. But hopefully, my internet gets fixed this weekend so I can catch up on my blogging. I miss it, ha. I love you, Jenny<3

Wow,

it's amazing to see how much one grows up in just a short amount of time.







All you need is a tiny push; the rest of the way is all up to you.






I still have a lot more to go, but I think I've gotten some of the basics down.






Thank you, my love<3