I awoke feeling amazingly blessed.
I love my life. I love my parents. I love my Andy. I love my brother. I love my sisters. I love my Nugget. I love you. I love my Father.
♥
Thank YOU, God<33
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
A Lesson In Acceptance.
"Hi ..Whore!!!!!......are you still a ..Bitch like always!?!?!?!?..
you know...ur Nickname should be ....Calories!!!!!!....hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!
ur pik is ..Ugly.. btw!!!!!!I like the flower,but ..ur face and frog fat fingers.. ..kill it!!!!..
Muah!"
Wow, it really takes you to come this low as to try to insult me about my weight to try to make yourself feel like you're above me?? Especially name-calling. Haha, really, wow! Like I've told you before, you really need to GROW UP. If you really think I'm as much of a 'bitch' as you think I am then why are you wasting your time writing to me??
Things change, Ruth. People change. And if you cannot accept that now, then you're in for a HUGE surprise in life. I have and never will wish anyone bad. I've been through way too much to let anything or anyone try to bring me down with their small-minded, hypocritical selves. Honestly, it saddens me and it just makes me feel sorry you.
So, Ruth, I just wanna wish you the best in life, and if you want to keep on leaving me your insults, be my guest. Just keep in mind that nothing or no one can bring me down any longer. And since you chose to bebelow me, then that just makes you nothing in this case. Thank you.
-Debbie
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Clusterf*ck.
I am somewhat of a mess. I am very insecure about my thoughts.
In the past four years I've moved five times. It has taken me so much time to let go of my past. The only people that I've learned how to and know that I CAN count on 1000% is my family, including my boyfriend Andy Jonathan Guzman, whom I've been with for a year now.
I am not an inch near thinness. My mind is constantly working even if it may not seem like it. I use my iPod as an excuse to not be able to not be able to hear what's going on around me. (p.s. I carry that thing EVERYWHERE with me, as well as my phone.)
I supposedly still have a Myspace to keep in touch with people who have proven to me that they honestly could give a damn about me. (p.s.s. that took me until last year to learn.)
I believe in one God, and I cannot thank him enough about giving me the gifts that I have today.
Yes, I have changed my ways of thinking A LOT, and I still will continue to change them.
I can officially be honest and tell you that I am truly happy with life at the moment. I've learned to make Optimism my best friend. I am a lot stronger than I was a whole year and half ago. My grades are finally improving. I don't mind eating in front of others as much as I did before. I've learned to adjust to my surroundings. In a sense, I guess I can say that I have grown up a bit.
Maybe it was the whole thing about having my nineteen year old best friend/boyfriend around me like 24/7 for the past year and a half. So, I thank you for that baby. Oh, and by the way, I LOVE HIM TO DEATH. People have tried to step on this relationship just because I'm three years younger. But to be totally honest... I think I have so much more to offer than any of you second rate sluts out there ever had to offer him. Yeah, I may not be the thinnest, prettiest girl for him, but he and I both know that we are meant to spend the rest of our lives together. So, I suggest you stop wasting YOUR time because Andy and I are not about ready to split anytime soon. Or possibly ever, ha. We have been through way too much crap to just let one of your judgemental little minds get in the way of our happiness.
I come off as stuck up to a lot of people. I'm really shy at first. But it only takes a few conversations to get me going. I am loud, and I can get to be a bit too much at times. I live in my own world and pretty much just live my own life. I try not to judge, but hey, nobody's perfect. I'm willing to be there for anyone, even if I barely know you, I try to be there for them the best I can.
I only have a top 2. It would be okay if I had more than that, but fortunately, my eyes have been opened to the fact that, real friends are rare to exist. If you disagree then prove me wrong. I don't view myself as too much of a bad person.
I dress how I want, but I let you go on about your day as well. This is who I've grown up to be. This is who I am. I have nothing to prove to you. The end.
In the past four years I've moved five times. It has taken me so much time to let go of my past. The only people that I've learned how to and know that I CAN count on 1000% is my family, including my boyfriend Andy Jonathan Guzman, whom I've been with for a year now.
I am not an inch near thinness. My mind is constantly working even if it may not seem like it. I use my iPod as an excuse to not be able to not be able to hear what's going on around me. (p.s. I carry that thing EVERYWHERE with me, as well as my phone.)
I supposedly still have a Myspace to keep in touch with people who have proven to me that they honestly could give a damn about me. (p.s.s. that took me until last year to learn.)
I believe in one God, and I cannot thank him enough about giving me the gifts that I have today.
Yes, I have changed my ways of thinking A LOT, and I still will continue to change them.
I can officially be honest and tell you that I am truly happy with life at the moment. I've learned to make Optimism my best friend. I am a lot stronger than I was a whole year and half ago. My grades are finally improving. I don't mind eating in front of others as much as I did before. I've learned to adjust to my surroundings. In a sense, I guess I can say that I have grown up a bit.
Maybe it was the whole thing about having my nineteen year old best friend/boyfriend around me like 24/7 for the past year and a half. So, I thank you for that baby. Oh, and by the way, I LOVE HIM TO DEATH. People have tried to step on this relationship just because I'm three years younger. But to be totally honest... I think I have so much more to offer than any of you second rate sluts out there ever had to offer him. Yeah, I may not be the thinnest, prettiest girl for him, but he and I both know that we are meant to spend the rest of our lives together. So, I suggest you stop wasting YOUR time because Andy and I are not about ready to split anytime soon. Or possibly ever, ha. We have been through way too much crap to just let one of your judgemental little minds get in the way of our happiness.
I come off as stuck up to a lot of people. I'm really shy at first. But it only takes a few conversations to get me going. I am loud, and I can get to be a bit too much at times. I live in my own world and pretty much just live my own life. I try not to judge, but hey, nobody's perfect. I'm willing to be there for anyone, even if I barely know you, I try to be there for them the best I can.
I only have a top 2. It would be okay if I had more than that, but fortunately, my eyes have been opened to the fact that, real friends are rare to exist. If you disagree then prove me wrong. I don't view myself as too much of a bad person.
I dress how I want, but I let you go on about your day as well. This is who I've grown up to be. This is who I am. I have nothing to prove to you. The end.
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