A Change of Heart.

This week has been pretty...interesting, I guess you can say, ha. A LOT has happened. Looks like I won't be in Perris by the end of December anymore. So, my choices are Rialto and Ontario. I have yet to chose between the two. Personally, I feel that Ontario is a better choice at the moment.. Not just because it's home to me, but I don't know. Well, we'll see what happens.

I just need a break away from everything. I love my family with all of my heart, but I am literally about to snap. But when I feel like this and we get down Riverside Dr. in Rialto, I feel a sense of relief, and I don't know, I just feel home. I guess one of the main issues is that i'm homesick. ha.

Well, yeah, that's pretty much whats been up with that.

Write more later. Bye.

Almost Fixed.

Uhm, yeah, it's been a while since I've blogged. A lot has happened since the last time I've written on here.

All I can really say is I wish I had never moved.

I miss the semi-normal life I haven't had. ha.

How is it possible to miss something that you didn't have for years now?

How is it that everything can just fall apart within a matter of weeks?...

I really need somebody right now.

I miss talking.

I miss being held.

I can't even cry anymore really.

I guess, I just miss him more than anything...

:/

I love you, Penguin. And I miss you...
You'll always have that special place in my heart, my love.
And you'll always be my best friend<33